You are special. You are loved. Don’t hold your head down or beat yourself up because of what you doing understand. You have more inside of you that will develop over time. So while you are here in this moment enjoy what God has given you. Smile 😃. Laugh. Love. Belive in who you were called to be. Some things cannot be fixed nor changed. Those are the things that we leave in the hands of God. Allow yourself freedom to grow. Know that you are in process and that sometimes the process can take a while but while you are in route smile 😃, laugh and love. Learn to enjoy all that Christ has for you right were you are. You are special to Him. You mean the world to Him. Never forget that you are uniquely loved by Him.